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do you ever have a diary when you were a little girl ? i do indeed . tapi diary tu semua dah no use lagi . i've trown them away . to me , diary is a place where i poured everything that i have in my mind . my secret life , my social life everything . until now . i still have a diary . but not everything i poured out . ada certain je . this blog is one of my diary . yang lain i pendam . memang sakit kalau kita just pendam everything . so , i let it out little by little . its okay . im hurting inside . lepas satu , satu problem datang . how cool am i ? i just tahan sahaja . dulu-dulu sahaja :) ______________________________________________________ i used to have a bestfriend . syarifah farisyah . he died last year on my midterm (27th july '10) he's my one and only diary bergerak . when he died , everything has change . i depressed myself with my sorrow and stuff . memang pedih . i cant even trust my bestfriend ! then , since im in jmc , i found a guy whom i can tell everything to him . he's a good listener . sama macam arwah . tapi sekarang tak lagi . he left me as if im a fool . duludulu . bila breakup dengan first boyfriend , i pernah pikir nak buat kerja gila . such as hiris tangan kejadah semua tu . ( frust menonggeng lah konon ) tapi tak buat pun . maken lama makin suka pulak berbreakup breakup ni . lastlast frust tu dah jadi kebiasaan dalam hidup . then , bila dah lama gila tak bercoup , since the last im with naufhal , tu dah balik makin frust lah . like , makin teruk kot ? then i mcam lagi sensitive . peduli lah . then , bila i dengan hafiz . i just , i dont know . i do really love him . till now . |